Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Life is

not a ball being thrown. life is a ball being caught. Thrown sounds so reckless, dangerous, and sudden. But to catch something that has been thrown is to gain full control over it. And yes we are given numerous chances to catch so do not fear failure as that will only stop you from the playing the game.

Friday, March 6, 2009

What I am grateful for Right Now

◘ My sequinned black Chucks. They go with everything.

◘ That things can be written straight on point, and still be intresting.

◘ That I am in a house which has a running computer, shower, boiling water jug, lighters, pipes, electricity, gaming systems, telephones, cellphones, writing equipment, drawing equipment, and squidgey Das. YAY

◘That yesterday me and Priya found the most fucking awesome clothes.....................in the op-shop. No one else had bought them yet I can not believe it!

◘Self-Help Blogs. Ok I want a better word for describing self-help. Hmmmmmm Mind-Food Blogs. That sounds nicer.

◘ Tool

◘ Having the ability to write what is beautiful and show a side to what is not yet seen as beautiful.

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Quote of The Day

"people that just assume that we are hateful don't understand that hate and anger are two completely seperate energies, they might have a similar emotional charge to them but anger is such a errr much more constructive emotion then hate." ~ Maynard James Keenan

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

What do you do on a day when you can create nothing?

*If your having trouble thinking of something to create you will undoubtably feel negative in some sort of way for some reason. Identify the reason your feeling negative and create a how to, on how to stop it. It's Creating and eliminating shit at the same time. cue: "woooooooooowwwww"

*Make a silent oath to read more books. Books give you ideas. Topics on where to begin. They highlight thoughts in your brain that have been doormant, for a long time.

*Remember even if your creation turns out cliche, basic, or boring, it simply means that this one creation sucks. If you make something that sucks it doesn't matter, just get over it and try again on a new day.

*If you are going to be late creating something then do so.

*If all else fails don't watch Television. It sucks.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Holy Shit I just Realised Wednesday

* When i'm high I should not take the high's effects on my mind seriously, I should observe them and bathe friviously in their fun. But I should NOT become an all out devotee to the thoughts. When that happenes I become depressed. I get high to enjoy the different state of mind trying to push it's way in, not to become depressed about realizations that probably arn't even true, don't even matter in the long run, and are made to seem more dramatic because of the weed's effects.
I must remain in control not let the weed have control. And by in control, that means not letting the new thoughts overcumb me and take me on.

*I am still me weed is merely entertainment, like when I write a poem to pass the time, and it comes out really shit, I don't take the poem seriously at all. It does not mean it is me just because I wrote it. I could have written it incorrectly.

*Maybe I need to learn how to explain things more simply. "If your out to describe the truth leave elegance to the tailor"

*It's easy to think positive things, just take on my usual positive mind set, without judging it, or putting it down, or making it out to be uncool. You dont need that kind of stone cold shite at all.

Sunday, March 1, 2009

This morning I feel

$ Mapped out by plans....is there any secrets left in me? Or has each and every island of thought been discovered.
@My eyelids have mini anchors hanging from them.
%Randomness (when used correctly) should be a virtue
* I must start each day with something creative rather then reactive to show the world who's boss
^Musli with yoghurt, nuts, berries and no dried fruit is quite possibly the best instant food ever.

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